One of the days I'm happy I'm single | veritasaequitas's Blog

My roommates are screaming at each other about god knows what.  Money it sounds like.  I'm really happy that I don't have to deal with this shit.  I pay all my own bills, buy all my own food, and don't have to worry about this who does what bullshit.  I do it all all on my own and I'm peachy fucking keen.  Yeesh.  I was somewhat invited into a conversation about dating the other day which I declined.  I was still questioned slightly, something about breaking up during a certain time in the year.  I don't understand how arguments start in a relationship, but I wouldn't know because I've never had one.  I haven't been in an argument in years, but I also haven't had any real friends in years, so theres another negative I'm missing out on.  I rarely have issues, and I think it's because I don't have any real friends or a relationship, so I don't have to worry about it, because it seems thats where most problems start.  But what the hell do I know.  I'm so clueless as to how any of that shit works at my age.  It seems abnormal to me to have another male call me just to chat or to invite me to go do something.  It just seems fucking weird.  Maybe it's just abnormal to me.  I don't know I'm just babbling the fuck on here, and it's not like anyone gives a shit.  :P  

I never want to get married.  You get married, all you get is dirty.  I don't know if I'm lonely or not.  I don't think I am but maybe I am and I can't admit it to myself.  Males generally "don't care" so when I tell myself that, I don't even know if I'm convincing myself anymore.  

Been comatose for about a month now.  School and work are kicking my fucking ass.  

Missing a few of my 3DS games.  I'm a little irritated.  Part of my wants to get an XBOX 360, because I'm missing out on HALO.  Happy to have my ps3 though, which I just bought NBA 2k11 for.  I know 13 just came out, but I bought madden 12 last year around when it came out, and I've played it maybe 10 times if that.  I was watching the superbowl, and I was thinking to myself, hmm, I think I want a football game now.  So I bought madden 12, because there was all the hoopla about it.  60 bucks, and 10 plays, man my impulses are killing me.  NHL 13 however was well worth the money.  

Oi, I'm still babbling on.  I'll spare you anymore nonsense.